Tuesday, 21 December 2010

21st birthday wish list

Now my 21st Birthday isn't until next August but I've been drooling over these for a while 


Jo Malone cologne 
Honey and Nectarine Blossom
I've been lusting after some Jo Malone goodies for a while, I'm tempted to buy this myself though and maybe choose another fragrance for a gift....not sure!


Louis Vuitton
Leopard Print Scarf
I love love love scarves! And this would be the perfect addition to my collection


Louis Vuitton
Speedy 30
This may have to wait until next year's holiday to NY, it's a bit cheaper I think


Michael Kors
Rose Gold Chronograph watch
Watches are something I continuously lust after
I'm turning into my Dad! He collects expensive watches
At the moment I wear my silver Guess watch everyday and sometimes it doesn't match my gold jewellery so it's necessary :)


Mulberry
Black Alexa
Self explanatory...

 Tiffany Rose Gold Key
As you can see I really like rose gold 
My Mum said she would buy me a Tiffany key for my 21st and this is the one I prefer :)
It's cheaper than the silver key she was eying up too so that's a plus!



Toy Watch
Purple
Another watch! Told you I love them
This is completely different to anything I already own

Well that's just a few more expensive things I'm loving right now
I wish I could just go buy them all! Eurgh having no money sucks :/

Off for some lunch and finish off the besties Christmas present

Belle 
xx

Something a little different....

Being stuck in alone because of the snow I had a chance to rummage about in my wardrobe
I managed to finally get some outfits together I like, I'm really struggling with the cold weather, just chucking on jeans, hoodies/jumpers and uggs and off I go
I also finally decided on my Christmas day outfit :)
So here's the result of todays outfit to pop shopping (quick trip to primark and superdrug as I'm so so poor!!) and then to the gym. Have to get the gym as the bf won't let me drive after the other weeks fiasco, panic attack issues....
I'm determined to get to the gym though as I'm getting extremely down and miserable about the weight I've put on, I've worked so hard to lose 2 and a half stone and now I'm half a stone off being my original weight! OMFG!!! What happened!?!? I am now determined to be strict and get on with losing weight. New York in November next year is my goal to lose at least those two stone again. Any tips to not eat the crap my bf insists on eating in front of me and putting in the trolley on a weekly basis? I have told him how I feel and he just doesn't understand how I can't resist chocolate and things that are bad for me when they're right in front of me...
Wow long bit of writing there...sorry!! I'll stop rambling now :)


Todays outfit
Shirt: New Look
Jeans: Torrid
Belt: American Eagle Outfitters
Watch: Guess (18th Birthday present, eying up a Michael Kors for my 21st next year!)
I intend to wear my brown brogues when I venture out too 


As I'm going straight to the gym I couldn't be bothered to straighten my hair or put on make up.
But to be far I think my hair looks alright, it has a bit of volume :O, well that never happens!


I never show my jewellery 
Normally I'm wearing my Tiffany bracelet and Troll beads charm bracelet on this wrist
Today some faux pearls and a gold bracelet, I think from Accessorize


More of a full body shot
I never tuck this shirt in, I've belted it once but thought I'd give tucking in a chance.
I like it :)


I haven't figured out a way to wear this shirt since I shrunk it...
I had a play about and paired it with this skirt and think it works really well
So it has become my Christmas day outfit to wear to my Daddy's and Gavin's parents in the eve

So excited for Christmas!!! 
Only 5 days now :D, I've got a Christmas meal tomorrow then spending Thursday and Friday with Mum as our own Christmas yay

Belle
xx

Friday, 17 December 2010

"Jingle Bells"

This has been a pretty crazy week
Monday I was working with my Mum and finishing up all my essays
Tuesday I trekked it up to uni for all of 10 minutes but I needed to hand an essay in so it was necessary
I did however meet my Dad in Covent Garden, he's working on some windows in the London Film School. Had a cup of tea and wander with him and then spent two hours in Covent Garden myself.
Finally got me some MAC foundation and so far I LOVE it :) 
Wednesday had the rest of my deadlines
Rest of the week's just been full of working, gym, seeing Gavin and being cold (our boiler's broken :( )
I've over done it with the gym this week and my hips have been sooo bloody painful but I soldiered on


So happy their all finished.....


Finally managed to find a way to style this jumper that I like
Camel Jumper: Topshop
Black vest: New Look
Skinny Jeans: Torrid
Brown Brogues: New Look

I'm feeling pretty crap at the moment, I've put on a fair bit of weight and I have no idea why :(
I go to the gym at least 3/4 times a week (except when deadlines are looming) I eat averagely healthy, not perfect but it isn't terrible. I just don't know what to do anymore


On the plus side I'm loving this MAC make up
The MUA was extremely helpful with finding my correct shade and showed me how to apply without looking like a 'creepy dolly' (Gavin's words, not mine) 
Hopefully my skin will stop breaking out as I'll be using less product, fingers crossed!




Popped into Tesco yesterday and bought this jumper, I've had my eye on it for a while and it was reduced to £8, had to have it! 
I also bought a taupey colour, holey jumper. 
I went in there looking for some pretty dresses but nothing caught my eye, oh well!


I've been looking at a few things I'd like to by in the New Year and feel I need to do some MAJOR saving! 
Or win the lottery... either would be helpful.

I'm off to get in a Christmassy mood and cook dinner
Snuggly night in with Gavin is on the cards me thinks :)

Belle x

The story so far.....

I've been with my boyfriend now for nearly three years. 
I never thought we would end up being as serious as we are but I'm so so happy with my Gavin :)
We met at work, Waitrose, back in 2007 but I was with my ex still. At the end of '07 I split with the ex, couple of months later Gavin and I get messaging on facebook. He worked on the meat and fish counter and I worked on the deli...so I guess you could say we fell for each other over a fillet of fish, he taught me how to do it :P
After splitting with the ex I went to a party with the girls and ended up leaving early. At home on msn I was talking to his best friend (now engaged to his sister) who gave me his number, thus begun the set up of a date the next day.
After that we saw each other everyday and became inseparable. 
We've just bought a flat together and are slowly doing it up. 
I've had long-term relationships in the past but I know now that he's the one...
Enough of the gushy stuff...here's some photos in as good as chronological order as I could manage.

This photo was taken on one of the first nights out we had together back in Feb 2008
I was rocking the black hair so I could use someone else's ID...

And another early photo fro nights out, the brown hair looked much better :) 


I seem to remember this night really clearly, he was late coming to see me and I got really annoyed...but he took me out for dinner so it was alright

Gavin said I should wear blue eyeshadow here...really doesn't suit me!



April 2008 we went on a ship launch for a Royal Caribbean cruise ship
An amazing night 

Random trip to the beach :) 

My 18th birthday
Frankie and Benny's meal

First holiday together in Cyprus
I want to go on more holidays but Gavin doesn't really like them so I go with Mum and friends...

Christmas Eve 2008
Our first Christmas together

Mucking around...
Love his face here

This was the Christmas when I decided to lose weight after seeing the photos...
I lost two stone and since then my weight goes up and down. I'm going to write a post about that at some point......sensitive subject

Gavin's 20th Birthday

Gavin's 21st Birthday

Summer days in Tilgate park

Gorring Beach on a windy day



Something about this photo makes me smile...it's just so natural of us

So is this one, just being our usual, weird selves

This is my favourite EVER photo of us
I love it
<3 

My 19th Birthday
Gavin took me out for a meal where we went for our work's Christmas do, when we got together 3 days later

Another meal for my 19th, joint with my Mum's bday

Summer BBQ at my Mum's

A friend's wedding

Christmas 2009 

Snow days early 2010

Gavin's sisters party...I got really quite drunk and inappropriate around his siblings :/ whoopsy!

My 20th birthday
Love the hat :D

Down the pub for my 20th



Pub for Gavin's 22nd